Yeah so that blog post a month thing didn't really work out did it.
In my defense, I've had to deal with... *alot*. Trying to lose weight, General Anxiety and Depression happening, ADHD happening, *current events*. It's been an eventful few months for better and for worse. But I'm trying my best.
In more positive news, I've started trying to return to regular streaming! It's unironically been almost a decade since I've committed to that. OGs might remember the weekend Majora's Mask, where I made pretty shitty jokes and was just generally awful lmao. I'm keeping it sparse for now, just one stream a week. If it works out, I'll add more days. It gives me more things to do with my channel too, since I can skim through the stream for clips and funny moments. At the moment we're doing Ace Combat Zero, going for all achievements for it on Retroachievements! That's currently my focus now, but some streams might differ. Really it's just what I feel like doing on that day. First stream last night went pretty well! I was an anxious mess the entire time lmfao, but we perservere.
I also tried posting more on Tiktok yesterday, but that went way worse. People on Tiktok are fucking mean dude, it's really demoralizing. I posted a "Pre-Covid art vs today" image with my last image of Kaio at the time and the one from a "few months ago" and 80% of the comments were people making fun of me because there wasn't a big enough change for their standards. Tiktok reducing the resolution of the images probably didn't help them in noticing the difference, but even if there was next to zero difference, the people in the comments were being super fucking rude, and it was really uncalled for. If this is the type of people commenting on my shit then I don't want their comments. I had to disable the comments even because every hour it was another person typing some dumb shit like "You had five years bro 💀".
Anyway, I also came up with another idea for this blog. I have several video scripts saved up in my google docs that I had to scrap the videos of because I either lost motivation, the script sucked, or whatever other reason. Why not just post them here as written reviews? Obviously it would only be the finished ones that were scrapped for motivation issues, and not the bad ones lmao, but I think that'd be a good way to repurpose them. You might see them on here within a few days if I go for it. Look forward to it!
That's about all I got for today though. Thanks for reading if you did! I'll hopefully have some more stuff for you guys this week, assuming this country doesn't fucking implode.
Fuck Elon, fuck Trump, and fuck all the companies and CEOs selling out to them.